DECEMBER is going to end up.time is ticking away...5 days remain..i'm still alone...no big deal...i intense to be..in short, for me..being without a boyfren doesnt mean i've been left on the shelf..consider it as a 'quality me' time to regroup and focus on selfishy fulfilling my own needs. (YES I DO HAVE VERY SELFISH NEED).....
I WANT TO BE KNOWLEDGEABLE BECAUSE TO BE EDUCATED
I WANT TO BE EDUCATED BECAUSE TO BE RICH
I WANT TO BE RICH BECAUSE I WANT TO GIVE.....
TO GIVE TO MY CREATOR
TO GIVE TO MY MOTHER
TO GIVE TO MY FAMILY
TO GIVE TO MY PEOPLE
TO GIVE TO MY COMMUNITY
TO GIVE TO MY COUNTRY
TO GIVE TO MY WORLD
TO GIVE TO MYSELF......
our life expands because we are free to grab hold of more opportunities without any love-life considerations diverting my attention...
its almost 4 months i had left this page...seems so quiet..i do really buzy..since last eidul fitri....right after finished my long holiday..i've been awarded a fellowship from Japan International Cooperation Association to attend 6 weeks training at National Institute Metrology of Thailand..its such a sudden thing for me..a good thing is, to represent my beloved country, MALAYSIA..and the other counterparts was from vietnam,indonesia,mongolia,sri lanka,philiphines,laos,nepal,india,fiji,bangladesh,myanmar,cambodia and pakistan..we had a hilarious time together..everyday travel go and back with the same van for 2 hours..jokes and humors...i never stop laughing...i do enjoice.!!!.despite we came from different races,religions...but we do have the same heart..beat at the same rate..as a human!!!!miss u guys...
i've obtained lots of new knowledge that applicable for my field..laser.
right after coming back from thailand..there were stacks of job waiting for me..undisputable,i have to finish all those things before the upcoming new year..the most fatigue was the Asia Pacific Metrology Programme that had been held at KLCC last few weeks ago..everything going smooth..despite i'm just the person in charge for my department's posters. meaningfull part is, i had been given opportunity to join all the Technical Committee of Length Meetings...it was really invaluable experienced for me..i got chance to meet up all delegates from around the world and know-how all the latest things in length standard.
then, i was knocking down by an unexpected news about my former academic supervisor, Assoc.prof. mohd khairi saidin..who passed away yesterday morning after a week in coma...he's experienced with kidney's cancer that he never expect to have...i felt really regret couldnt visit him...i do plan to go this new year holiday...but we never know the written of unknown..
i noticed, he left lots of memories..his name is written on all my published papers,journals, thesis..and it will be there forever..flashback time...my BSc..i was in his class of semiconductor physics..the lecturer that i'm afraid of..very coherent person...during MSc, under his supervision, then i know he's a good person and easy to cooperate..i'll pray for him..Al-Fatihah..peace there forever with ALLAH blessing..AMIN...
so..today..for those who celebrate christmas.it is christmas eve...and for me..its time to complete my TO-DO LIST NO.2....i have to gather up my mind and soul..sounds hard..yes it is..i need strong enthusiasm...
then..here the ventures come.....i have to go to defeat them...WASSALAM
